“I don’t trust words, I even question actions. But I never doubt patterns.”

We are only human. To some that says a lot and to others that says nothing. We give too much or too little. We love to hard or not enough. We cry and laugh too much or too little. We feel too much or not enough. We all have our weaknesses and we can’t always save the [our] world. Sometimes we get hurt in the process and sometimes it’s because of our own stupidity. Let it go and move on. Make a choice to really let it go and forgive yourself. Forgive the situation. The past has no control over you anymore.

I hope this song speaks to you as it has me. Lyrics posted below.

I feel like a runaway
Seeing the light of day
For the first time, I’m drawing the line
It’s hard to care when you know it all
In slow motion I watch you fall
Like you’re blind, thoughts poison the mind
I always bend when it comes to you
I think you’ll change, but ya never do
You never do, I enable you

Let me down, let me down like only you know how
Shut me out, shut me out, forgive and forget
Forgive and forget
Let me down, let me down like only you know how
Shut me out, shut me out, forgive and forget
Forgive and forget

Wish that I could say this to your face
Something different, something brave
Wish I would, but I never could
I feel you slowly pulling me in
I try to help, but it’s sink or swim
And you’re a weight, there’s comfort in pain

You’ve drained all the love I had
All I had for you
Yeah you’ve drained all the love I had
All I had for you
All I had for you

Never Forget, Never Regret

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